The other day I was watching “My sisters keeper and afterwards it left me thinking. My thoughts fled straight to the fact that I will die one day, that all those around me will die one day. Aside from the whole God/ Spiritual destination thing, I just started thinking about missing people. I thought about what it would be like to lose a parent. I love my mom and dad so damn much and to lose them would be a world-ending experience to me. To lose my girlfriend, a woman who at times makes me so angry but most of the time makes me happier than any man can be. Or one of my sisters who I see everyday. To take them away would be to destroy my world. Or one of my close friends that have been with me for years and to all of a sudden stop having them.
For a second I felt like telling them all how much I adore each person individually. I felt like telling them that they meant the world to me and that I knew God existed because He chose to love me through them. That they were the smile in my day and the peace I felt at night. That they were everything to me and meant more to me in life than they will ever know. But I stayed quiet. I hope one day they know how much they all mean to me!
About Me
- J
- I love writing. If you want to know anything else just ask me or else read up! I have two blogs ("A Pen Itching To Bleed Onto Paper" and "The Rebirth of J"). One of my blogs (A Pen...) is updated more frequently than the other. "The Rebirth” is more of a story I am writing with my life whereas "A Pen" would be my random thoughts past, present, and future in this unfolding journey I call life. If this is your first time reading my blog, please visit Post #2 for the month of April 2008 in my "A Pen" blog archives... Thanks!
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Yes J. this fact is reality. When you get to be my age you have lost a lot of people both relatives and friends but life must go on. Never hurts to remind them you care though, but you seem to be such a caring person they probably feel your love.
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