Venting on Cars, Mechanics and Lies!

And now, I will vent my frustration!

My car has been out of commission for about a month now. Apparently the computer on it is dead. So I took it to the mechanics, I paid a $350 deposit, he ordered a new computer for it and sent me on my way. He said it would take two weeks. Those two weeks were hell. I didn’t have a car and neither did my sisters. So I spent a lot of time walking, sucking up my pride, asking for rides, things of that nature. I figured I could survive two weeks. Well, they were hard but I made it through. The day finally came and so the mechanic finally ends up telling me that apparently my cars computer has to be reconstructed because my car is old. So he tells me it is going to be another week. I end up accepting as he tells me that he should receive the car part last Friday.

Then, last Friday, I called and (surprise, surprise!) the part is not in. So I figured I would wait it out the weekend, I call him today and all he has to say to me is that he doesn’t know when the part will be in. so I immediately ask him, what he means when he says he doesn’t know and he tells me he is going to call me back! All of this while they are sitting on my $350 Deposit!

SO either today or tomorrow I’m going over there to complain and if I have to I will call Curtis (some investigative news fellow that does special reports on people that get ripped off) because this is getting ridiculous! I haven’t had a car in over a month and I need my car! I hate used cars, mechanics, dodge, and anything having to do with automobiles or automotive parts right now!

The 2010 49ers...

Can I vent my frustrations for a while? I always have! It seems that this blog is just me venting and nobody reading so I will in fact be expressing my frustration towards the SAN FRANCISCO 49ERS!!!!!!
Where do I begin? At the end of last year we were 8-8. We were all looking forward to this season… what was supposed to be the first winning season for the 49ers in a really long time! We had everything in place. A QB and an O. Coordinator that were about to spend their second season together, a motivational head coach that made them all believe in the 9ers again, 2 rookie offensive lineman, a rookie safety that looked extremely promising (Taylor Mays), an undefeated preseason, and of course some of the best players in the NFL heading up our team on O and D. And so we head out there against this all new Seahawks team and guess what, we get stomped!
And then 2nd game around guess what, we get stomped! And so on for 5 games IN A ROW! Then we won 3 out of four and ended up at the front lines before a young fresh buccaneers team but I will come back to that. The trajectory for our team has been painful. We’re talking about 5 losses in a row, 2 more that add insult to injury. We are the bottom of the barrel in NFC west, Our OC was fired for having a repetitive playbook, Players not playing to their fullest potential, a quarterback that looked like a high school player compared to the rest of the QB’s in the league and a playbook that doesn’t know how to experiment. And I hate to say it because I have been on the singletary team since day one, but our head coach isn’t doing the best job at motivating our crew. He tries to play too conservatively, taking a team that could be at the top and confining them to mediocrity. I’m not too sure who to blame anymore.
So Sunday we fell to this TB buccs team that really showed us how bad we are playing this season by shutting us out at home. They reflected our lack of preparation, our inconsistency, our lackadaisical performance, and our poor coaching. Although we still have playoff hopes, we have a difficult few weeks ahead, especially facing off against green bay in a few weeks.
With all that said, I will NEVER give up on my team! Niner Nation for Life!!!!

Frustrated!

Can I vent on my frustrations here a bit? Damn, I hate being broke! Just got paid today! That should be a good thing but then I take a look at all my bills for the month and I realize that it’s just not enough. I was trying to save some money this month but I can’t! not at all, I only have chump change to my name. I wanted to go hang in chico this week but no! I’m not gonna do that either. I know people say we should be thankful to have a job but it sucks! AND next check I have a furlough day so that’s even less pay.
But I will praise God. I will trust in him. He is my provider. All wealth and provision flows from Him. My heart will hold unswervingly to him and even though I walk through the valley of shadow of debt, I will not fear. God is with me. I praise Him!

100th post

Why do I write?

There have been times when I have wanted to stop using this website. I figure, who's listening anyways?? Nobody reads this! There is no point to a blog that is unread! If a tree falls in the woods and nobody is around to hear it, does it make a noise?

The answer is yes!

The truth is that it helps me as the tree to make the noise even though not many people are around to hear it.

Let me take the time to thank the faithful few that have made it a point to read and comment my blogs. You all listen to me when I am pouring out my heart and when I am sprinkling sweet nothings. Either way, you read my thoughts and for that i thank you. You have given my mind peace knowing that at least a few people are reading and that is all that counts.

Back to my point! i write for me! I discovered that it helps me to simply write about things. Writing is a venting process for me. There are many thoughts that I have that never reach the outside and through this blog I can express the frustrations and joys of this dreary existence that I call life, lol.

Okay, so that was a bit emo. I write to write, that's it. It is therapeutic for me. Sure I probably still need a shrink but until then I will continue to write. Thanks for reading.