Is it possible to be attacked by the devil in the area of friends because if so, that is what’s happening to me, lol. Right about this time all my attempts to hold long-term relationships have collapsed. I don’t understand, I love people for who they are and they don’t give a damn! It doesn’t even matter?! Lol
I GIVE UP!
I’m a 27 year old man! Now it’s just pathetic and I realize that. I’m finished trying to make friends now. I will keep everything shallow as possible with EVERYBODY and only be deep with the good old boys: Rigo and Outsider. Aside from them and my family, F^*% everybody else! F^*% them!
….that actually makes me feel good. Time to grow up now! Much love folks!
About Me
- J
- I love writing. If you want to know anything else just ask me or else read up! I have two blogs ("A Pen Itching To Bleed Onto Paper" and "The Rebirth of J"). One of my blogs (A Pen...) is updated more frequently than the other. "The Rebirth” is more of a story I am writing with my life whereas "A Pen" would be my random thoughts past, present, and future in this unfolding journey I call life. If this is your first time reading my blog, please visit Post #2 for the month of April 2008 in my "A Pen" blog archives... Thanks!
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J. so sorry you're feeling down today. I know people do disappoint us but as I tell my youngest you just have to accept each person as they are if you want to have friends. Take care and try to think positive as from what I see you are a nice looking and bright young man.
i myself feel the same way sometimes but then if i don't love them like i usually do, then i won't be myself anymore. it sometimes hurts but then i take the hurt as a testament of how much i have loved and how true this love is.
J,
I am so sorry that you are going through this. During this past year, I ended two friendships of more than 30 years. It was the best thing as they were not mutual friendships. I gave much more than them. Also, this year has been filled with serious events, in which, I received zero support. Mutuality is really important. I don't feel so drained by letting go of friendships that I wanted to keep hold of. Unfortunately it is a part of life. But, being able to let go is all part of growing. Jesus did not stay where he was not wanted or where hearts were not open.
At your age, you are an intelligent, good looking young man who will find other friendships. I now only have a couple of "real" friendships.
Blessings,
CC
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