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I love writing. If you want to know anything else just ask me or else read up! I have two blogs ("A Pen Itching To Bleed Onto Paper" and "The Rebirth of J"). One of my blogs (A Pen...) is updated more frequently than the other. "The Rebirth” is more of a story I am writing with my life whereas "A Pen" would be my random thoughts past, present, and future in this unfolding journey I call life. If this is your first time reading my blog, please visit Post #2 for the month of April 2008 in my "A Pen" blog archives... Thanks!

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Trapped Inside My Own Mind...


At the age of 26 I feel like my life is over. I feel like I'm past that whole, "you can be anything in this life that you want to be" stage. I am content with my life right now but I wish I was happy. I feel like I'm too old to do more with my life. I feel that in attempting to grow by living my life, I actually stunted its growth. Its funny because on certain days my dreams shine bright and i feel like i can do anything in this life, that I can make it far. Yet on others I feel like I'm confined to contentment for the rest of my days. i feel... Trapped...

3 comments:

Amelia said...

I love the way you said that. You really spoke a lot of what I feel! There's a lot of days that I don't even want to try as well.

*M*

Elerrina said...

omg, you're still a baby! im 35...well not yet but I will be in October. and I know I havent done the half of what God wants me to do.

Story of a Girl said...

reality is...you are still very young. start making your dreams come true !