Wasted Days and Wasted Nights...

I’m feeling honest conviction right now. I wish I wouldn’t have wasted my 20’s. I literally spent about 5 years doing nothing; just working and spending money. I mean I guess I got some things done in my twenties but if I take inventory, it wasn’t much. I was a youth pastor for five years, I helped some victims of Domestic Violence, I made some good friends and had some good times.
But now what?
I have had a calling on my life to become a pastor since I was 21 and here I am, 27 years old and I haven’t done it yet! I have been terrible with my money and so I have nothing to show for all my working years. I was only a few units away from graduating college and I decided to put it off for a later time and now its exceedingly difficult to get that done. i haven't written any books yet. I haven’t gotten married yet! So many squandered opportunities to be a real man!
But at least I had fun? I’m not sure if it was worth it. In retrospect, there are a lot of decisions that I should have made and a lot of them I messed up. You would think that with God in my life I would have made some better decisions, that I would have lived with purpose and at times I did, but others I didn’t. I guess I have two years left to make this decade a productive one and I’m not going to waste those 2 years. I will let you know when I finally feel successful! lol