bummed!

I feel really bummed today. I found out that the small group leader cancelled our small group. Now we went to the small group a total of about 3 months. It was good while it lasted. I felt like I was finally starting to warm up to my cell leader and his wife and kids when all of a sudden, boom! Cut! No more group for the rest of the year ( that was in October of last year). So then we waited. Then they told us on new years that the group would start up again. We waited… nothing! So then I emailed my group leader at the start of the week… I waited… and he drops the fact that the group is cancelled. Yeah, thanks for letting me know, jack ass! I love him but I am so damn pissed right now, more so disappointed. I of course have to look for a new group, but now I have to find a group, get to know those people, have them get to know me. Warm up to them, adjust to them and so on! And that could take months! Please pray that we would hit it off with our new cell leaders. Thanks for taking the time to read this, folks.