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I love writing. If you want to know anything else just ask me or else read up! I have two blogs ("A Pen Itching To Bleed Onto Paper" and "The Rebirth of J"). One of my blogs (A Pen...) is updated more frequently than the other. "The Rebirth” is more of a story I am writing with my life whereas "A Pen" would be my random thoughts past, present, and future in this unfolding journey I call life. If this is your first time reading my blog, please visit Post #2 for the month of April 2008 in my "A Pen" blog archives... Thanks!

Friday, January 9, 2009

I'm Sooo Siiiick!!!

You know What, I’m sick of it. not gonna lie here, its my F-ing blog. I feel like I go out of my way to be this great friend and be a loving person just because That’s what I wish I had in my life. But honestly, I just think people take advantage. Everybody wants a friend and wants people to be good to them and help them out but nobody truly wants to do that for you.

When are people there? When they need you, need a favor from you and whenever they feel like it. I get sick of it. Honestly, I can’t help but try my butt off to be a good friend, that’s just how I’m wired to be. I’m just sick of the people that want a good friend but don’t want to be a good friend. The people that fall off of the face of the planet until THEY need YOU. God, I’m just sick of everything today. Whatever!

4 comments:

Sage Ravenwood said...

I hear you loud and clear dear one. Friendship takes a delicate balance of give and take. Sometimes more give...I for one appreciate you and the support you've given me. (Hugs)Indigo

Amelia said...

Real friends are far and few between, unfortunatley.

*HUGS*
*M*

chicadedios25 said...

I have been feeling like this a lot recently.

You know what I have decided? I have decided to stop making time for all these posers who act like they are friends to me but can't be found when I actually need them. It is hard enough to make time for the people that I actually love and care about where that love and care are reciprocated. Screw the haters,man. Spend all your time and energy on the ones who love you back. You will be much happier I promise.

mode. said...

sadly, this is how you know your real friends- the ones who come around when you're in need and stay by you when you're down. i'm sorry you've been upset lately, but it is totally normal and acceptable. when you're feeling at the bottom, look around. the people there with you are your real friends.
and if it makes you feel any better, the other day i felt the same way about my writing- i've finished my second book and feel lousy that i've not figured out the publishing of it yet... i'm 26, too. and it's not old, but it feels like it sometimes, huh?
i think this year will be an amazing one for people our age and in our stage in life. change is coming. do not give up.
just remember, 'there's nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.'