...Oh My God,
I hate the me that I've become,
This needy, useless forgetting one,
Truthfully, I can't be the me,
The me that I've washed up to be
Don't Stop Breathing,
The walls have just begun to spin,
Just let the water calm you this time...
Underoath - "Moving for the sake of Motion"
I'm feeling down right now. Its Christmas and I just had a great time with the fam and the friends but I just feel down. Not too bad but still it's bad. Wish i could feel happy but I don't. I don't know just pray for me I guess... I hate my life on some days.
Merry Christmas everybody! :)
About Me
- J
- I love writing. If you want to know anything else just ask me or else read up! I have two blogs ("A Pen Itching To Bleed Onto Paper" and "The Rebirth of J"). One of my blogs (A Pen...) is updated more frequently than the other. "The Rebirth” is more of a story I am writing with my life whereas "A Pen" would be my random thoughts past, present, and future in this unfolding journey I call life. If this is your first time reading my blog, please visit Post #2 for the month of April 2008 in my "A Pen" blog archives... Thanks!
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I get the same way. I'm sorry you feel so crappy and I'm sure you miss your girlfriend more than anything right now. I hope you got to feeling better. (((HUGSTOYOU)))Missy
I understand...There can be something about those Christmas Expectations that are hard to create in reality...I am glad for Christmas...and I aqm glad for 12-26!
Linda
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