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I love writing. If you want to know anything else just ask me or else read up! I have two blogs ("A Pen Itching To Bleed Onto Paper" and "The Rebirth of J"). One of my blogs (A Pen...) is updated more frequently than the other. "The Rebirth” is more of a story I am writing with my life whereas "A Pen" would be my random thoughts past, present, and future in this unfolding journey I call life. If this is your first time reading my blog, please visit Post #2 for the month of April 2008 in my "A Pen" blog archives... Thanks!

Thursday, August 28, 2008

My lady...

Let me tell you about the lady of my life. You see I honestly believe that God created her with me in mind and vice versa. Five years ago I had no idea that she existed and I was like many, wondering if God had somebody for me and if so where she was.

Nonetheless one thing I knew had to happen was growth in my own personal relationship with God. And so I continued forward, chasing god and pursuing him with everything I had. It was at a convention for college and career age people that God baptized me in his holy spirit, drew me closer to him and simultaneously allowed me to meet the person that I would praise him for in the future, I just didn’t know it at the time. Today I can see God’s hand brining us together that day in San Francisco as we both pursued God and not each other. I am not going to lie; when I saw her I thought she was cute but waaaay different than me. At the time I was a gangsta’d out northern California native who liked cholita’s and she was a preppy girl from Washington. I remember seeing her, talking to her and before departing, giving her a hug that today I realize but I didn’t realize back then, was me hugging the love of my life.

Now as we celebrated 4 years this past Saturday I look back and say thanks to an all-knowing God that knew even before he created us that he had made us for each other. I know you will read this so I want you to know that I love you with all of my heart and I always will. Bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh!

2 comments:

Elerrina said...

that is awesome J...i was just asking God about this today..whether He had someone for me that I would feel this way (made just for me) and you just described what I was trying to convey to God, but I guess God already knows that...i just gotta stop taking detours. easier said than done but this blog encouraged me right now.

Anonymous said...

wow, that caught me off guard!! That was the sweetest blog I have ever read... yes, i do read your blogs, and you knew exactly that I would read it!! Thank you babe for sharing your heart, for trusting God, for praying for our relationship.. Thank You for deciding a long time ago, that you would get closer to God, and allow him to bring you closer to me.. There is no one else like you, no one in the universe like you... You are the love of my life, the only one that makes me smile and melt and laugh at the same time... My baby, my love, my sweet gorgeous man of god...I am the most blessed woman alive to have you... I can't wait to be with you everyday of my life....
I put my trust in God,,, and he gave me the most amazing man that he created himself...

Te amo mi amor... Your Lady