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I love writing. If you want to know anything else just ask me or else read up! I have two blogs ("A Pen Itching To Bleed Onto Paper" and "The Rebirth of J"). One of my blogs (A Pen...) is updated more frequently than the other. "The Rebirth” is more of a story I am writing with my life whereas "A Pen" would be my random thoughts past, present, and future in this unfolding journey I call life. If this is your first time reading my blog, please visit Post #2 for the month of April 2008 in my "A Pen" blog archives... Thanks!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

A little honesty...

I'm kind of sick of my life right now. I honestly feel like packing up and just leaving right now. I know that they say running is not the answer but what if for me it is? What if that is exactly what my life needs right now? Perhaps to learn to appreciate that and those that are irritating me right now?

Everybody and everything just seems messed up right now. Everybody seems to be picking fights with me, my best friends are not really my best friends anymore, they don't understand me. I don’t feel like I can't talk to anybody. I often pull out my phone, scroll down my contacts ad realize that if they knew how I felt, maybe they wouldn't be friends with me anymore. I hate my job and everybody there. These people take advantage of you and the pay isn't even that great. I'm sick of it all. Sometimes I just want to go...

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