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I love writing. If you want to know anything else just ask me or else read up! I have two blogs ("A Pen Itching To Bleed Onto Paper" and "The Rebirth of J"). One of my blogs (A Pen...) is updated more frequently than the other. "The Rebirth” is more of a story I am writing with my life whereas "A Pen" would be my random thoughts past, present, and future in this unfolding journey I call life. If this is your first time reading my blog, please visit Post #2 for the month of April 2008 in my "A Pen" blog archives... Thanks!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

1 for the late night.

"Oh my God this hurts like hell,
I had that dream again
where I was lost for good in outer space..."
- Jack’s Mannequin

An emo night. Had a talk with a friend tonight, really made me reflect on my own life. My past and my mistakes. The uncertainty of my future. One thing is for sure, I am sick of where I am. I feel that I have been doing laps in the desert for way too long.

Honestly, the question that has been plaguing me for the last few years, what’s next? Shoot, i know this area all too well, what's next? I'm sick of my mundane life, what's next? I guess I just get impatient sometimes. I feel like I'm never gonna leave this stage of my life and like I've been here forever. I don't know... somebody just encourage me yeah? Have a good night folks.

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